It's my turn to give the message at church tomorrow.  Myself, and the two other guys take turns giving the message.  The three of us get together for 6-12 hours every week.   We try to make sense out of the bible, and our lives.  Every week I feel like I have a new perspective on life that I didn't see the week before.  But I'm still hungry for more.  The other two guys are hungry too.  A couple of people at church are hungry.  But what the fuck?  That's it?  Most people I meet seem to have everything they want in beer and the Steelers.  I love beer and I'm learning to love the Steelers too, but give me a fucking break.  What if I really did have all the answers?  (I don't.)  Who would even care?  I didn't come to this depressed town to drum up business for God.  That's His damn job.  So I'm waiting.  Waiting to meet some people who love their beer and Steelers, but long for a deeper meaning to life.

These songs are going through my head.  Don't bother telling me I have bad taste in music.  I know that already.
Youth Group - Forever Young.mp3
Matt Nathanson - Angel.mp3